"You..."

The heart continues to pump... the blood continues to flow... but there's no feeling. Your head seems heavier than your neck can hold... your body is weak... your arms seem to just hang there by the side... lifeless... and your legs... your legs can't carry you any further... the destination seems unreachable.

You seem to be stuck... in whatever position that you've been left in... while the rest of the world continue to live on. You watch them... envious. All you can do... is look up to see the minimal amount of light that seems to shine through the tinest hole. But... there isn't enough light to give you hope.

In a world where it's hard to find a place to be alone... you go through the worse feeling anyone needs to go through... to be in a crowded place, amongst family, friends, acquaintances, strangers and even enemies... and yet feel alone. That you no longer have any feeling in your body. You seem emotion-less. Heartless. No anger. No fear. No love. No hate. No nothing. That, it feels like someone's wrenched your heart out, drained it of all it's blood... and replaced it with its remains.

Indeed, life is cruel... sometimes it's kind... but for you, right now... it seems cruel. All you need is just that glimmer of hope... that somehow, you will manage to find a way to crawl out of the hole, and follow the light to a new beginning. "Only you can help yourself"... "No one in the world can help you unless you let them help you". You need to love yourself enough, to pull yourself out.

Make a decision to help yourself... Make the first step to crawl out of that hole... Make the choice to love yourself enough to save yourself before it's too late... Make the decision to live again...