The dream...

I dreamt of you today... It was a long dream and it seemed so real... Or maybe i wanted it to be real...

I've been trying to remember the details the whole day but i can only recall one scene. The rest is a blur...

I recognise the reddish-brown concrete floor. It was the platform of many happy memories.

You were there... I saw you... I could see the familiar huge smile and i could hear your hearty laughter. It was definitely you...

You were still alive...

...

You should still be alive...

I'm sorry... I should never have listened to you. You told me to wait until you got better... But you never did... So now i regret...

I regret that i didn't fly in to see you while you were in hospital... I'm sorry i wasn't there by your side.

Most of all, i'm sorry that you didn't feel like you could share everything...

I'll always remember you... The way you were in my dream...

I hope you're looking down over us...

We're down here looking up at you...

I'm all thought out...

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