What happened?

What happened to the positive, optimistic, energetic, fun loving, "social butterfly" i once was?

Have i been so negatively affected by my surroundings so much that i've lost myself?

What was it? The built up anger, hatred, hurt, disappointment, distrust of those i allowed to exist within my walls?

Can i not see past all that? What happened to seeing the beauty of life? To being grateful for the things i have. To being thankful for where i am and who i'm with.

What happened?

Have i become my own enemy?

Fear...

'... fear is not real. It is a product of thoughts you create. Now do not misunderstand me, danger is very real, but fear is a choice.'
- Will Smith, After Earth

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